Oops, I missed yesterday too.
Today is the day of my Mom's appointment in which she figures out what is wrong with her. I'm so scared, and so is she, but we've got to be strong. My panic and anxiety are kicking in making me feel like I'm going to throw up, and even though I should be used to that by now with having it happen many times before, I'm not used to it. I need to lean on God, but it's so hard. I need to know that he's got everything in his hands, and that everything that happens, happens for a reason. I need you to pray for her. Prayer does make a difference. I'm panicking right now as I write this but I know it will be okay. Everything will be okay, but I can't seem to believe that enough. My words seem hollow and meaningless when I try to reassure myself...
Just please pray for her. This is so scary.
-Susanna:)